bite my lip and close my eyes...

...take me away to paradise...

Somehow, that is my last song syndrome pick of the day. Hmmm. And i keep biting my damn lip too...wonder if that has anything to do with it *gasp!* another stupid query from me :-P

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Been handling really nice digicams today --- first my boss' (this nifty Canon Ixus i that's oh-so-sleek and small), now Dave's really kewl Ixus (an old model, but cool nonetheless!) Ahh, i yearn for the day that finally get to have my own camera --- just where is that Nikon Coolpix SQ!? *sigh*

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God. I really NEED to refreshmy photo skills. My pics look like shit. Seriously. Been to the store after work to take product shots of some of our coffees and teas, and well, i was going for the yellow light look (but not too much), and i guess since there wasn't enough light (not to mention having about 5 cups of coffee today), most pix i took were blurry. Sheesh. That'll teach me not to have more than 3 cups of coffee! :-P The bright side, though, is tah i got to take home about 2 cans' worth of southern blend tea, which tasted yummy. hehehe. Kewl!

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I broke the elephant. :-(

The cute elephant salt shaker babar gave me before lay in pieces in our trash can now, and i feel so terrible. I really do! I couldn't believe it! He gave it to me as a present from Thailand! I mean, it's not the object per say, but what it represents that matters to me. I guess more so this has become so precious to me is the fact that we don't communicate as much as i want to, and somehow, his memory is engraved into the stuff he gave me. When i saw the elephant pieces lying on the floor, i felt so terrible, and had the sudden urge to call him up and tell him that. It was actually either that or i'd start crying.

GOD. I really miss him.

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I hate it when something just disappears from your life and you have no idea what to do about it. Makes you feel so damned ... confused.

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